THE GOOD: It started out with me wanting to be more environmentally friendly and then it turned to me going organic. A couple of days after that, and I'm a vegan. No meat, no dairy. Just tofu, veggies, tofu, and oh yeah, did I mention tofu? So far, so good. Whole Foods has all the stuff I need and awesome staff (the hippies of today are awesome). I feel like I have more energy than I used to.
THE "BAD": I do get hungry a bit more often though, so I bought some healthy snacks. We'll see how long this lasts though, cause going vegan ain't cheap.
THE UGLY: On a totally unrelated note, I'm going to reference a post I made on May 15 in 2005. I think that condition I had then may be back. I won't lie, I'm scared, but I'm going to try to schedule an appointment tomorrow. I don't want it to be back. I don't. I've got a job that while it may not be as rewarding as I'd like, at least allows me to use my creativity, which I like. I can afford to eat non Ramen foods now! I could, potentially, become debt free!! Tch. Figures.
Well, in typical Claire fashion, I'm not going to really say anything to anyone until I know for sure. And even once I do, in typical Claire fashion I won't be able to handle sympathy (please don't think that's a plea for more sympathy if you're reading this; I really can't). I appreciate it, but it just makes me feel like an incompetent jackass (one of these days, I'll get on a couch and have a shrink make sense of that) so please don't let your feelings be hurt if I ignore it make light of it, or if I'm terse. This just feels so surreal to me; like I'm watching this in a movie or something. I'm scared, but emotionally speaking, I'm not fully invested. Almost sounds like shock, but I don't think it is. Well, either way, it's late (or is it early?) and I have to be up in a few hours. Knock on wood for me.
*~*Claire Out*~*
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