Long time no speak--as per usual--I'm on here today because I find myself at a very unfamiliar junction
Just about everything in my life is going well. I'm still employed (miracle of miracles), I got into the school of my choice, I have savings, I have my health; I'm just not having to deal with the usual 500 ton monkeys on my back. I'm happy.
It feels weird to be this content. Every once in a while, something not good will happen (i.e. me running into "He Who Must Not be Named", oy...) and it doesn't affect me like it used to. It'll be a crappy moment in time for maybe half an hour or an hour and then I'm over and done with it. Not that I don't ever have bad days (God knows there are times I wish I could cause people to spontaneously combust) but I don't get as upset by it as I used to. I can think of some reasons for that. Back then I had: Stress. Anxiety. Heck, maybe even a dash of maudlin ole depression but now I feel like I've mentally matured a lot, & it's fucking fabulous.
*~*Claire Out*~*
