I sometimes forget the little superstitions I have. Superstion numer uno is never say that thing they always say in movies when everything is going wrong...and then they say that thing (which I won't even say here) and something worse happens.
Numero dos is don't dwell on those bad things in the first place. I actually had a panic attack over them the other day. Which is not like me at all. *sigghs* I hate when I don't know what to do. I've prayed, taken a step back and tried to prepare for the consequences as best I can but a part of me finds all of that a waste of time and wants me to just let things happen. I know I can be self-defeating at times and I hate that but I know that it's just a defense mechanism.
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At times like this, I miss the ex *facepalms* Lord, how stereotypically female can I get in one blog?
*Claire over and out*
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