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Things have become sane at long last. Well...that's not exactly true. I'm just more able to deal with them now, lol. Life is still of the suck nature but I'm dealing. Things got really crazy shit storm nuts and then they got crazy good. I'm not mentioning all of the good things because I'm afraid I'm going to jinx them.

Here's a glimpse of one of those: Remember Joe? No? He's the guy I posted about around this time last year (November actually) that I fell in like with. Forgot? I'll give you a minute to look that up. I posted about him about 3x. Don't worry, I'll wait.

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*whistles*

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Back? Okay, good, you're all caught up. Now, Joe and I decided to be friends back then and that's exactly what we've been to each other for the last year. He's been going through a rough patch also lately, and like I would any friend, when I talked to him about a week ago, I offered to be there for him if he needed emotional support. He didn't respond right away to that, which was fine (heck, I'm the same way; when I'm going through shizz, I tend to internalize it all until I explode so to speak) I just gave him his space.

Okay, so then, yesterday, I get a call from him saying he got through everything all right (which I was glad to hear) and that he can't stop thinking about me (which blew my mind). Whoah^infinite!! So yeah, my life just got a little more complicated.

Annnd, lastly, on a not so good note, I'm going to be spending time in the hospital pretty soon for a rather straight forward surgical procedure. Normally I wouldn't say anything until afterward (if at all), but since there is with every surgery the possibility of death, I thought I'd post this here just in case. As soon as I get out and feeling halfway decent, I'll post something here. If you want to text me the day of,...I think I'd actually appreciate it since I anticipate being scared shitless. Prayers and well wishes are okay too.

*~*Claire out*~*